thank u now pls live closer to me so u can actually smooch at my face

Hey friend, do you have someone you care about deeply? Someone that means the world to you and whenever you can’t see them that day, you’re a bit down. Like a part of you isn’t quite there, but its okay because you’re gonna see them tomorrow! or maybe not even then, but soon! it’ll all be okay because they are gonna be around very soon.

i can’t do that with droid, they are 1,131 miles away from where i live.

i can’t see them everyday, i can’t hold them when they are scared, they can’t wipe away my tears when my shitty home life has driven me to the point of suicide. we can only communicate with texts and sparse phone calls, and even more rare skype calls. i can’t be with them on levels that some couples have it, due to the physical boundaries of our hometowns.

i have been dating droid for about a month now, every day it becomes more apparent that they can’t be here physically. its a carving in my chest that keeps getting dug deeper.

i love them, i love them so much that it’s painful when there are times i need to physically be there that i can’t. i can’t, but in 18 days i can be. i can show them all the love i hold in for them. i’m a physical lover, i need physical contact to show that how much i care because my words can and will fall short. in 18 days, everything can come full circle and i can show and tell them how i feel.

finally, i can. i can stop saying i can’t because i can. there is something “finally” about it when it feels like fucking eons that are between today and june 4th when i get to see them.

but hey friend, instead of sending me shitty messages like this, go talk to your recent tumblr friends and tell them that if you saw them in two weeks that it wouldn’t feel like “ah yes, finally!” because you’ve only known them for a short period of time.

see how they react.